I will write again, I know I will. Somewhere inside of me are the words just waiting to come out. 2008 sucked the very life out of me. I have little to nothing left of what I was two years ago and it pisses me off that I'm as lost as I am. I'm not even at square one, I'm at square negative 10 or something. 2009 could not have come soon enough. I promise, this year, I will write and it will be meaningful and not full of anger or malice or sarcasm, all the things that I have felt. Those things are not me. I am on a mission to find the real Tracy and bring her home to stay. The malice has run its course and left its mark. Now, I have to turn my face towards something better or the true Flicted Friend that I loved will be lost forever. Maybe tomorrow when I'm running 5 miles in the snow, I'll trip and have a new story to share :) I'll keep you posted.
